1 00:01:32,330 --> 00:01:39,290 It's been a long time since I found out. It's been a while. It's been a while. Bu 2 00:01:39,290 --> 00:01:42,550 Rising words 3 00:01:42,550 --> 00:01:48,030 The leaves are stuck 4 00:01:48,030 --> 00:01:53,610 I don't know why I'm here S 5 00:01:53,610 --> 00:02:01,210 Mi 6 00:02:01,210 --> 00:02:02,210 Not 7 00:02:03,500 --> 00:02:10,400 Is this Mari? Hello, my name is Takahashi. Thank you very much for your support. 8 00:02:10,400 --> 00:02:11,400 I will 9 00:02:40,979 --> 00:02:45,520 I mean, no sex with that husband. , when did it become like that? 10 00:02:45,900 --> 00:02:46,900 After getting married. 11 00:02:47,580 --> 00:02:49,380 Huh? After you got married? 12 00:02:49,840 --> 00:02:52,500 Oh, after that. I thought about it for a long time. Yeah. 13 00:02:53,660 --> 00:03:00,480 I have a lot of true feelings with my current husband. 14 00:03:00,640 --> 00:03:05,880 Until the very end, it's sex I have never experienced that. 15 00:03:06,640 --> 00:03:13,460 But there's nothing particularly dangerous about us. , is doing normally and happily 16 00:03:13,460 --> 00:03:20,360 Well, I'm an adult. 17 00:03:20,360 --> 00:03:26,120 As a woman, I wanted that physically. Don't you think so? 18 00:03:26,740 --> 00:03:29,400 No, I'm looking for it. Are you looking for it? 19 00:03:32,660 --> 00:03:33,660 Besides your husband? 20 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:37,890 What do you mean? Yes, I have no choice but to do that. Right. That's right. 21 00:03:39,290 --> 00:03:41,150 Is it okay to be this happy? 22 00:03:44,990 --> 00:03:45,990 Good evening. 23 00:03:49,490 --> 00:03:51,350 Good evening. Good evening. 24 00:03:52,070 --> 00:03:55,010 Good evening. No more tomorrow. 25 00:03:57,110 --> 00:03:59,810 No. I have to go home tomorrow. 26 00:04:06,570 --> 00:04:12,470 Good evening, I'll love you a lot 27 00:04:34,360 --> 00:04:40,980 The other day, Mari commented on my blog. Dasate one 28 00:04:40,980 --> 00:04:47,980 I wonder if someone lied and wrote this. That's what I thought, too much time 29 00:04:47,980 --> 00:04:54,260 It's been so long that I don't know if it's been a month or two. I'm running though 30 00:04:54,260 --> 00:05:00,760 It's been 8 years. Is it true? 31 00:05:00,760 --> 00:05:02,180 I thought this 32 00:05:04,580 --> 00:05:10,920 But I don't think that will lead to this today. I didn't think so because it wasn't there. 33 00:05:10,920 --> 00:05:17,400 When things develop like this, I draw them with that in mind. I thought it must have been there, right? 34 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:18,400 That's right, isn't it? 35 00:05:26,720 --> 00:05:32,960 But 8 years have passed since I saw the comment. Ah 36 00:05:32,960 --> 00:05:39,960 I thought I'd like to see a machete though. He said he still had a ring on. 37 00:05:39,960 --> 00:05:46,720 So you're married to your ex-husband? 38 00:05:46,720 --> 00:05:51,980 I heard you got married? 39 00:05:51,980 --> 00:05:57,860 How long has it been since then? It's been about a year since then. 40 00:05:57,860 --> 00:06:04,080 So, we broke up after just 4 years. It was 41 00:06:04,080 --> 00:06:09,960 But now I'm remarried 42 00:06:09,960 --> 00:06:14,380 How long have you been remarried? 43 00:06:14,740 --> 00:06:19,780 Has it been 3 years since you remarried? 44 00:06:20,240 --> 00:06:26,550 There are so many things going on that I don't know what to do. It's been 3 years since I lost any sense of my age. 45 00:06:26,550 --> 00:06:33,070 Eyes, has it been 3 years? It's the 4th year, so it's no good. What happened? 46 00:06:39,430 --> 00:06:44,710 It's a lesson, so that's not the reason at all. 47 00:06:46,040 --> 00:06:52,180 Now I think the pain is all mine Well, I didn't think so at the time. 48 00:06:52,180 --> 00:06:58,580 I too work work work work 49 00:06:59,180 --> 00:07:05,940 I lived my life so as not to go home and see it. I met a salaryman 50 00:07:05,940 --> 00:07:12,780 Was my ex-husband still warm when he came home? We will welcome you with delicious food. 51 00:07:12,780 --> 00:07:19,160 What I wanted for a wife was something I didn't have at the time. his 52 00:07:19,160 --> 00:07:26,020 It wasn't like the family was alive. 53 00:07:26,020 --> 00:07:28,360 However, perhaps the main reason 54 00:07:32,620 --> 00:07:39,600 So, don't remarry and repeat the same mistake. There was also a roar 55 00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:46,500 Well, I had to stop for a while for other reasons. Let's take a look 56 00:07:46,500 --> 00:07:52,920 But at the time I went on that trip, 57 00:07:52,920 --> 00:07:55,340 I work at a flower shop like that. 58 00:07:57,420 --> 00:08:04,360 I did some housework, but I did it. Housework that you think you are doing 59 00:08:04,360 --> 00:08:11,080 Was his wife's housework different from what he thought? If 60 00:08:11,080 --> 00:08:17,840 I can't do it.It's always when my husband comes home. That's how I wanted my wife to be. 61 00:08:17,840 --> 00:08:24,320 I don't think I've ever wanted you to be my wife. home for now 62 00:08:24,320 --> 00:08:26,140 The financial tools are 63 00:08:27,550 --> 00:08:30,430 I'll leave you alone for a while, so I'll leave. . 64 00:08:32,870 --> 00:08:39,789 But in my mind, it means leaving I thought it was already logical, so 65 00:08:39,789 --> 00:08:45,710 Do something half-hearted like leave. If it was leprosy, even at this stage, 66 00:08:45,990 --> 00:08:46,990 Hey. 67 00:08:48,030 --> 00:08:54,730 Even the money is separate, and if that were the case, I would have already divorced. Isn't it better to just do it? 68 00:08:54,730 --> 00:09:01,410 At that time, I jumped up and down, but I don't do that anymore. So I said let's get divorced. 69 00:09:01,410 --> 00:09:06,090 I got it 70 00:09:06,090 --> 00:09:12,310 He said it was a peaceful place for you. Right? It was 71 00:09:15,920 --> 00:09:21,940 I wonder what to do from this point onwards. He cleans the kitchen on Sundays. 72 00:09:21,940 --> 00:09:28,840 It's been a while since you cooked me a meal. 73 00:09:28,840 --> 00:09:34,640 I'm saying that after seeing the work for the first time. remember the minutes 74 00:09:34,640 --> 00:09:40,180 I had forgotten that I lived like that. That's right, isn't it? 75 00:09:40,180 --> 00:09:46,820 While you are working hard like that, 76 00:09:46,820 --> 00:09:53,320 I thought it must have been a relaxing place. From 77 00:09:53,320 --> 00:10:00,000 I completely forgot about that 78 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:06,920 On those weekends, I had someone cook me a meal. 8 years ago 79 00:10:06,920 --> 00:10:13,320 At that time, I was happy, but after that 80 00:10:14,050 --> 00:10:20,570 Little by little, the gears started to go awry. Kana 81 00:10:20,570 --> 00:10:26,910 If I realized it back then, I would have changed a little. Maybe 82 00:10:26,910 --> 00:10:33,750 Hey, hey 83 00:10:33,750 --> 00:10:40,630 Rather than this time, it's already that time. was the best I could do 84 00:10:42,350 --> 00:10:46,570 I think I had no choice but to sleep. 85 00:10:46,570 --> 00:10:53,310 I am also mentally 86 00:10:53,310 --> 00:10:59,910 There's been a lot of damage, so it's a bit 87 00:10:59,910 --> 00:11:03,670 Depressed 88 00:11:03,670 --> 00:11:07,030 That's it 89 00:11:10,570 --> 00:11:16,190 I can't even do my job properly anymore. 90 00:11:16,190 --> 00:11:22,930 At that time, my current husband consulted me in various ways. Ku 91 00:11:22,930 --> 00:11:29,890 I can't force it 92 00:11:29,890 --> 00:11:36,430 If it was leprosy, I wouldn't force myself to continue. Isn't that so? 93 00:11:36,430 --> 00:11:37,490 for giving me 94 00:11:39,200 --> 00:11:44,900 So, once you get married, take some time to relax. That's what I mean 95 00:11:44,900 --> 00:11:51,860 It's been a great year 96 00:11:51,860 --> 00:11:54,280 It's below, is that so? 97 00:11:54,660 --> 00:11:55,920 How old are you? 98 00:11:56,220 --> 00:12:01,620 I'm 8 years old, that's one thing. 99 00:12:01,620 --> 00:12:07,180 try hard to support 100 00:12:09,540 --> 00:12:16,480 Of course I'm not as good as the older people, but I'm working hard. Being younger 101 00:12:16,480 --> 00:12:23,480 The effort you put into supporting me At that time 102 00:12:23,480 --> 00:12:27,360 I was happy. 103 00:12:27,360 --> 00:12:33,540 Actually 104 00:12:33,540 --> 00:12:36,080 I am the master before 105 00:12:38,540 --> 00:12:45,060 I don't know why I think so, but my previous owner... people's 106 00:12:45,060 --> 00:12:51,860 I want to be the one watching you at the end when you die. 107 00:12:51,860 --> 00:12:58,560 And. I don't know what it is, but that's what I thought That's right. 108 00:13:00,520 --> 00:13:02,900 I want to be with you till the end. 109 00:13:05,160 --> 00:13:11,920 That's why I said it around 8 years ago, before there was no sex. Although it was 110 00:13:11,920 --> 00:13:18,860 I can do without that. 111 00:13:18,860 --> 00:13:25,240 I had faith, that's all. It's not cool 112 00:13:25,240 --> 00:13:32,200 I really thought there was another form of love. 113 00:13:32,200 --> 00:13:33,780 Even now 114 00:13:43,959 --> 00:13:46,120 So you're not compatible because you broke up? 115 00:13:48,980 --> 00:13:55,360 This matches my current husband and I'm a little bigger. have a fight 116 00:13:55,360 --> 00:14:01,360 Ah, it's the festival again, I'm already getting divorced Thinking 117 00:14:03,500 --> 00:14:09,420 I wonder why I'm always like this I think I'll go back to the basics once again. 118 00:14:09,420 --> 00:14:16,160 I contacted my ex-husband and asked him what was wrong with me. I guess it's there. 119 00:14:16,160 --> 00:14:22,200 I also met Kaze to update him on my current situation. 120 00:14:22,200 --> 00:14:28,720 So, there 121 00:14:30,320 --> 00:14:37,300 I came up with an unexpected opinion and it turned out to be true. 122 00:14:37,300 --> 00:14:40,560 When the parent's master 123 00:14:40,560 --> 00:14:46,880 Out 124 00:14:46,880 --> 00:14:53,740 The place I went to was really different. 125 00:14:53,740 --> 00:14:57,800 I didn't leave because I wanted to 126 00:15:00,160 --> 00:15:07,160 I have to put my mental illness behind me to work. 127 00:15:07,160 --> 00:15:14,000 I decided to take a break here and think about myself. Please review properly 128 00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:20,820 I went out to make people understand that it's time. That's why I left separately. 129 00:15:20,820 --> 00:15:25,060 He didn't leave because he wanted to get married. et al. 130 00:15:25,870 --> 00:15:28,170 So, I left my fire tools behind. 131 00:15:29,430 --> 00:15:36,370 So, let me take a moment to remind you. 132 00:15:36,370 --> 00:15:42,150 I was told that I had left to put it there. However, the result 133 00:15:42,630 --> 00:15:49,430 If I'm happy now, then I'm happy. 134 00:15:49,430 --> 00:15:50,670 I was killed. 135 00:15:51,920 --> 00:15:58,780 I didn't know anything about his feelings until then. It's so true 136 00:15:58,780 --> 00:16:05,500 I thought he was attracted to you and came out. That's not it 137 00:16:05,500 --> 00:16:09,700 With even deeper love 138 00:16:09,700 --> 00:16:16,620 That's when I realized that you were watching me. 139 00:16:16,620 --> 00:16:17,620 stuck 140 00:16:19,560 --> 00:16:26,360 It was a family restaurant, but I was alone. I apologized for crying so much. 141 00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:33,280 That's you 142 00:16:33,280 --> 00:16:37,700 I'm really sorry for ruining your life. I apologized. 143 00:16:49,520 --> 00:16:56,440 That's when I realized that as long as I'm happy, that's fine. 144 00:16:56,440 --> 00:17:03,340 That's why I say it, o 145 00:17:03,340 --> 00:17:10,200 It's not like we're going back to normal, but from there we'll be together. Inine 146 00:17:10,200 --> 00:17:15,500 If you have any questions, please email me 147 00:17:19,109 --> 00:17:25,950 mutual happiness 148 00:17:25,950 --> 00:17:32,450 The truth of praying 149 00:17:32,450 --> 00:17:36,890 He's a kind person in the sense of 150 00:17:36,890 --> 00:17:42,210 I mean people 151 00:17:45,870 --> 00:17:49,650 Because he was an old man 152 00:17:49,650 --> 00:17:56,610 Do that more quickly, me too 153 00:17:56,610 --> 00:18:03,110 Understand and don't just think about yourself 154 00:18:03,110 --> 00:18:08,330 If only I had more compassion 155 00:18:08,330 --> 00:18:14,530 I wonder if this wouldn't have happened 156 00:18:49,280 --> 00:18:50,540 Just that one time? 157 00:18:52,540 --> 00:18:54,200 What? It's a fireworks display. 158 00:18:55,300 --> 00:18:56,380 Only once. 159 00:19:01,500 --> 00:19:07,820 Then, during the day, during the husband's time? 160 00:19:10,090 --> 00:19:11,590 Oh, is it that day? Yes, 161 00:19:13,470 --> 00:19:20,370 I stayed at my husband's parents' house and we all ate together. Eat it, it's so kind 162 00:19:20,370 --> 00:19:22,770 With my parents. Was that when you first met? 163 00:19:23,010 --> 00:19:26,630 Parents on the other side. Oh, it's not the first time. Well then It was so hot. Not though. 164 00:19:27,950 --> 00:19:32,590 The parents over there are also worried that their son will suffer from that kind of sugar. With urinary disease. 165 00:19:34,070 --> 00:19:36,730 You don't know. I know what diabetes is. But. 166 00:19:38,540 --> 00:19:44,960 No way, I didn't know you'd say something like that. Takkaya 167 00:19:44,960 --> 00:19:49,680 After all, a man's self-esteem 168 00:19:49,680 --> 00:19:56,540 I won't say it directly to myself 169 00:19:56,540 --> 00:20:03,360 I also responded directly to that. 170 00:20:03,360 --> 00:20:05,860 I didn't blame you 171 00:20:08,719 --> 00:20:13,500 Since I wasn't able to do that, I was venting my feelings elsewhere. 172 00:20:15,180 --> 00:20:16,180 That's right. 173 00:20:16,980 --> 00:20:22,800 It's divergent elsewhere, that's it, that's what it is. As long as the shape is balanced, that's fine. 174 00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:29,020 I really thought that was the case, and my husband's self Without hurting my dignity, 175 00:20:29,140 --> 00:20:35,920 As long as I'm satisfied somewhere, it doesn't matter 176 00:20:35,920 --> 00:20:37,160 Even those couples. 177 00:20:38,300 --> 00:20:42,340 I thought it was okay, seriously. 178 00:20:42,340 --> 00:20:49,220 me 179 00:20:49,220 --> 00:20:55,020 When he tried to fix his work, it was probably the only thing he could do at that time. I thought there was no way. 180 00:20:55,020 --> 00:20:57,720 Do you really think so? 181 00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:05,160 Isn't it wrong? Those kinds of men and women come together. That's the only way 182 00:21:05,160 --> 00:21:07,660 I thought there was no way 183 00:21:11,400 --> 00:21:15,860 There is no need for only one person to keep putting up with it. I think it made sense 184 00:21:15,860 --> 00:21:22,340 Then move out of the house you used to live in and start a new one. 185 00:21:22,340 --> 00:21:29,120 The place where I started living with him was living with my ex-husband. 186 00:21:29,120 --> 00:21:35,720 My ex-husband left the house and 187 00:21:35,720 --> 00:21:39,440 It looks like there's a new person coming in here. 188 00:21:40,700 --> 00:21:46,080 The furniture is still there, but it will be replaced. 189 00:21:46,080 --> 00:21:53,000 Well, I guess I have no choice but to do that. 190 00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:59,880 I had no choice but to do this because I was in such a situation. 191 00:21:59,880 --> 00:22:00,880 No? 192 00:22:01,120 --> 00:22:06,580 Even if I don't get anything, I still prefer work. It's not going well 193 00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:17,480 I had borrowed money, but my husband put money into it. I'm living without someone 194 00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:22,900 I can no longer pay the expenses 195 00:22:35,959 --> 00:22:41,880 I wonder if he couldn't quit even in such a situation? That's because it was, so at that stage 196 00:22:41,880 --> 00:22:48,780 I should have quit somewhere. I was safe. 197 00:22:48,780 --> 00:22:55,720 I wonder if I can live on my own. Yeah, but I can't actually make a living. 198 00:22:55,720 --> 00:23:02,720 It was so hot that I went all the way until it was time to go. 199 00:23:07,850 --> 00:23:09,930 Don't be so bad now. 200 00:23:15,110 --> 00:23:18,890 So, I asked my lawyer. 201 00:23:21,370 --> 00:23:28,310 The lawyer's teacher has already declared the project bankrupt. 202 00:23:28,310 --> 00:23:33,670 I have no choice but to pay this amount. In that case Ha. 203 00:23:38,650 --> 00:23:44,050 However, personal bankruptcy 204 00:23:44,050 --> 00:23:49,130 I said I'll do my best, 205 00:23:49,390 --> 00:23:54,690 Rather than self-bankruptcy, debt management 206 00:23:55,090 --> 00:24:00,050 I think I've been hearing this a lot lately. 207 00:24:05,560 --> 00:24:11,640 Consolidate your debts and do it properly every month from then on. 208 00:24:11,640 --> 00:24:18,340 It took me 4 years to pay it back. 209 00:24:18,340 --> 00:24:25,300 For those four years, we worked hard together to develop our 210 00:24:25,300 --> 00:24:32,220 Quit your job. After you quit, I'll work for someone else. I went to sleep and did various jobs. 211 00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:36,900 I paid it back in 5 years. 212 00:24:37,800 --> 00:24:39,280 Oh, did you pay it back? I paid it back. 213 00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:43,080 There's some sincerity, after all. 214 00:24:44,160 --> 00:24:45,720 Just because he's making such a strong statement. 215 00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:49,140 I paid it back. I did my best. 216 00:24:50,940 --> 00:24:57,260 Those four years were tough. However, those four years My husband supported me along with me. 217 00:25:02,430 --> 00:25:09,090 Thank you Lord for overcoming a life of extreme poverty together. 218 00:25:09,090 --> 00:25:15,790 one person 219 00:25:15,790 --> 00:25:22,030 I can no longer pay the rent for the place we lived together. That's it 220 00:25:22,030 --> 00:25:28,170 That's why the landlord gave up on me. 221 00:25:30,259 --> 00:25:36,800 Appeared as a defendant in the Tokyo District Court 222 00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:43,500 That concludes 223 00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:50,480 I was forced to move out of that house. I even had to step back. 224 00:25:50,480 --> 00:25:57,480 Well then, I wonder if there's a cheaper apartment for the two of us? Want to go? Yes, it's a little narrower. 225 00:25:57,980 --> 00:26:04,160 Go back to your room and live with him. 226 00:26:04,160 --> 00:26:10,520 All the money you earn from your expenses will be used to repay your debt. Apparently he did it for free. 227 00:26:10,520 --> 00:26:16,860 You were giving it back, so if you were alone. 228 00:26:16,860 --> 00:26:23,720 It seems like it has definitely gone bankrupt since when did it change? Because it's true 229 00:26:23,720 --> 00:26:30,580 I'm causing trouble for you, but I don't think I'll get through to my current teacher. Well, thank you for supporting me for 4 years. 230 00:26:30,580 --> 00:26:35,180 But 231 00:26:35,180 --> 00:26:41,480 Well, I'm relieved that it's over for now. Seed 232 00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:47,480 Now we can finally start from zero again. 233 00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:50,800 I wonder if I could go back 234 00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:08,620 Why are men so jealous? Or? 235 00:27:08,980 --> 00:27:15,020 Oh, is your husband yakimochiyaki? Wow, that's how you say it now, but now. 236 00:27:15,020 --> 00:27:22,020 My husband also checks my phone every day. Do you want to check? Email 237 00:27:22,020 --> 00:27:28,860 I'll check things like check, incoming calls, and history. I wonder how much doubt there is. 238 00:27:28,860 --> 00:27:30,720 It's intense, that's also true 239 00:27:34,330 --> 00:27:41,290 I was told to email the name of the inn. It's happening, isn't it? 240 00:27:41,290 --> 00:27:47,950 Last time I arrived at the inn, I said I'd call you if I needed something. Bear twice 241 00:27:47,950 --> 00:27:54,550 I got a call and was nervous, after all. I guess that's why I'm like this 242 00:27:54,550 --> 00:27:58,410 Do you feel like you can save money by going outside? 243 00:28:03,660 --> 00:28:09,720 It's not that it's missing, but that free-spiritedness is what makes it so 244 00:28:09,720 --> 00:28:14,740 It won't change, it can't be changed 245 00:28:14,740 --> 00:28:32,460 That 246 00:28:32,460 --> 00:28:36,070 The wind was kind of cold at that time, 8 years ago. . It was cold. 247 00:28:37,410 --> 00:28:40,090 It's nice weather today. That's right, now It's a nice day. 248 00:28:58,890 --> 00:29:05,670 There are as many families as there are rooms. Hey everyone 249 00:29:05,670 --> 00:29:08,830 U 250 00:29:08,830 --> 00:29:17,230 Ma 251 00:29:17,230 --> 00:29:21,610 Some families are doing well, while others are not. There are many kinds of wax. 252 00:30:01,139 --> 00:30:02,139 Does it look familiar? 253 00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:09,380 Is it a bit painful? Is it painful for the first time in 9 years? 254 00:30:10,460 --> 00:30:14,080 It's been 3 years since I got married, so yeah , 255 00:30:15,920 --> 00:30:18,880 It was a long time ago, more than 10 years ago, then. 256 00:30:41,130 --> 00:30:47,590 It's hard to come to a place where you have too many memories. Really come 257 00:30:47,590 --> 00:30:54,430 It's a city I want to come to because I try not to. the city itself 258 00:30:54,430 --> 00:30:58,110 It's fun but this 259 00:30:58,110 --> 00:31:04,810 But 260 00:31:04,810 --> 00:31:11,260 Really, for example, I'm already annoyed and I don't like it anymore. the person you broke up with 261 00:31:11,260 --> 00:31:17,200 Then, to really replace the memories 262 00:31:17,200 --> 00:31:23,640 I'll come back again to make some fun memories. Or 263 00:31:23,640 --> 00:31:29,300 I thought I'd like to take a picture of it. 264 00:31:29,300 --> 00:31:36,200 By any chance, did you take any photos? Yeah. , taken 265 00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:39,040 Is it true that everyone throws it away? 266 00:31:40,100 --> 00:31:44,640 I don't want to remember it after all, so I'll throw it away Isn't there? I've taken pictures of that. 267 00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:51,600 Commemorate your wedding at a photo gallery 268 00:31:51,600 --> 00:31:58,600 I have taken photos and have them taken so I can see them. Ru 269 00:31:58,600 --> 00:31:59,600 Why? 270 00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:05,720 I'll never see it, but I want to take a picture of it. I did 271 00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:10,400 Why? But why do you throw it away? 272 00:32:10,940 --> 00:32:17,740 Why would you throw away the life you lived? I guess it's big 273 00:32:17,740 --> 00:32:24,740 When our bodies break up, we hate each other and fight each other. That's why that feeling 274 00:32:24,740 --> 00:32:31,320 I want to erase the memories, I want to shake them off It looks like I'll be the first to throw it away, but for a moment 275 00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:33,540 But this kind of life 276 00:32:34,300 --> 00:32:39,900 Did you really hate the person you were with that much? Na 277 00:32:39,900 --> 00:32:45,680 That was a really good encounter. and 278 00:33:03,280 --> 00:33:06,480 I think the wilderness view on the city side was beautiful. 279 00:33:06,480 --> 00:33:15,400 Large 280 00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:19,480 I think they set off fireworks from around the pier. I wonder if that's the case? 281 00:33:20,220 --> 00:33:26,180 It's so beautiful with the hazer pack over there. 282 00:33:33,450 --> 00:33:35,090 Because it's going to go up with a burnt bag 283 00:33:35,090 --> 00:33:41,230 Ah 284 00:33:41,230 --> 00:33:45,290 It hurts too much 285 00:34:00,940 --> 00:34:07,560 I laid out a leisure sheet and looked like that here. It was 286 00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:14,380 I married my current husband. 287 00:34:14,380 --> 00:34:20,679 At first, my previous husband criticized me for looking down on me. Te 288 00:34:20,679 --> 00:34:27,260 I thought I was hated, so I moved on. I was like, Wow, next time. 289 00:34:31,560 --> 00:34:38,440 As I said earlier, after a while, That it wasn't bad 290 00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:45,440 It's been hard since I came out. 291 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:52,219 Actually, the other side has been waiting for me for a long time. He gave it to me. 292 00:34:52,219 --> 00:34:59,020 Yeah, I've made many mistakes in my life. 293 00:34:59,020 --> 00:35:00,020 The 294 00:35:00,270 --> 00:35:06,870 Deliberately to make you notice until you realize it yourself 295 00:35:06,870 --> 00:35:13,790 I'm planning to drop it to the bottom of the valley and wait for it. 296 00:35:13,790 --> 00:35:20,530 Now that I've shaken it off 297 00:35:20,530 --> 00:35:27,210 Nana is also with you 298 00:35:27,210 --> 00:35:34,120 Please endure this kind of life for four years. nice person 299 00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:40,620 I've been blessed with a lot of people. It's ruining my life 300 00:35:40,620 --> 00:35:44,720 I'm really sorry to so many people 301 00:35:44,720 --> 00:35:50,240 There are all kinds of people 302 00:35:50,240 --> 00:35:52,740 From now on 303 00:35:57,790 --> 00:36:04,690 I didn't see anything in return for my former husband. 304 00:36:04,690 --> 00:36:11,410 I can't see it, but I want you to be happy Na 305 00:36:11,410 --> 00:36:14,730 That's it 306 00:36:14,730 --> 00:36:21,190 I don't know if my ex-husband remarried or not. Yes 307 00:36:21,190 --> 00:36:22,490 I haven't done it 308 00:36:30,250 --> 00:36:37,130 If it's true, I sincerely congratulate you. celebrated 309 00:36:37,130 --> 00:36:38,130 I wonder if it's okay 310 00:36:59,980 --> 00:37:06,920 No matter how many times I change trains, one train is too short. Let's talk about it 311 00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:13,820 Just like my life, I lean in here and there. It's like I'm walking away 312 00:37:13,820 --> 00:37:20,220 I hope it ends well, for now 313 00:37:20,220 --> 00:37:22,940 Are you at home all the time? 314 00:37:23,500 --> 00:37:28,960 Are you still working? 315 00:37:29,840 --> 00:37:36,440 I started work without hesitation.Ah, by myself?Yes. Is that so? 316 00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:42,200 Hey, I'm not surprised. I'm so excited. 317 00:37:42,200 --> 00:37:47,280 I guess it doesn't matter what it is after all. 318 00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:54,240 It's finally time to go back to zero again 319 00:37:54,240 --> 00:37:56,740 As for restarting 320 00:37:59,330 --> 00:38:00,550 That's a big deal. 321 00:38:08,810 --> 00:38:15,450 Hey, so let's make the same mistake again, again. Don't repeat it, balance between housework and work 322 00:38:15,450 --> 00:38:22,390 If you don't do it properly, you'll be thrown away again. I might get lost. 323 00:38:24,730 --> 00:38:27,430 For now, I think that's a good balance. Is that why? 324 00:38:30,589 --> 00:38:37,010 Are you focusing on work again? The station is already spending the night at work. 325 00:38:37,010 --> 00:38:38,010 That's right. 326 00:38:40,090 --> 00:38:41,510 I feel like it's no good. 327 00:38:42,790 --> 00:38:46,450 But I have a great understanding, 328 00:38:46,590 --> 00:38:52,970 He's telling me to do my best. 329 00:39:02,510 --> 00:39:07,790 It's hard work until we get things back on track. 330 00:39:07,790 --> 00:39:13,290 It's here 331 00:39:13,290 --> 00:39:18,070 Cho 332 00:39:18,070 --> 00:39:24,770 When I got off here, I was talking about a monk. S 333 00:39:40,899 --> 00:39:47,000 Well, the past is slowly coming back like that lol I'm glad it's a lie. 334 00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:49,080 There were times when 335 00:40:02,910 --> 00:40:08,270 After about 3 years, I wonder if that will happen now. 336 00:40:08,730 --> 00:40:16,890 what 337 00:40:16,890 --> 00:40:23,150 Are you awake at that time?When you ask me that in the morning 10am 338 00:40:23,150 --> 00:40:28,190 I go to bed at 4am.Do you go to bed at that time? 339 00:40:28,690 --> 00:40:30,550 I go to bed at 3 or 4 o'clock 340 00:40:31,660 --> 00:40:32,800 It's hard. 341 00:40:33,940 --> 00:40:40,880 My husband is coming home late, so my house 342 00:40:40,880 --> 00:40:46,680 Dinner is around 12:00 to 1:00 at night. Okay. At that time. 343 00:40:47,580 --> 00:40:53,420 So, I was waiting for my meal, and at that time I had my meal. Make 344 00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:55,580 Eat rice. 345 00:40:57,549 --> 00:41:04,070 If you go to bed right away, you'll gain weight, so you're already fat. But I'll leave it alone for a while and then go to bed. 346 00:41:04,070 --> 00:41:09,870 Just do some work before going back to sleep. When I go to bed it's like 3 o'clock 347 00:41:09,870 --> 00:41:16,750 I'm a little different from normal people. 348 00:41:16,750 --> 00:41:23,590 It's early in the morning today 349 00:41:23,590 --> 00:41:25,090 I was so sleepy 350 00:41:31,830 --> 00:41:38,810 I couldn't have sex with my ex-husband. However, my current husband 351 00:41:38,810 --> 00:41:41,550 Is that correct? 352 00:41:43,730 --> 00:41:50,650 Yeah, well, I'm thinking of having a baby. 353 00:41:50,650 --> 00:41:51,650 Wasn't that? 354 00:41:52,770 --> 00:41:56,970 No, I wanted that child. 355 00:41:58,720 --> 00:42:01,000 But is work more important? 356 00:42:02,680 --> 00:42:09,620 No, it's not because I can't have children. 357 00:42:09,620 --> 00:42:11,960 But my wife? 358 00:42:12,500 --> 00:42:18,100 No, my husband is cancer? 359 00:42:19,520 --> 00:42:26,440 You can have sex, right? Sex is now I can do it now I can have sex 360 00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:27,440 However 361 00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:36,580 Azoospermia because it was azoospermia? 362 00:42:37,080 --> 00:42:44,060 Yes, because there were no seeds, the child 363 00:42:44,060 --> 00:42:50,820 If you say it can't be done, we knew that from the beginning. Did you do that? 364 00:42:50,880 --> 00:42:57,660 No, at first I couldn't do it at all, so I paid off my debt. Tashi 365 00:42:58,640 --> 00:43:04,920 After that, let's talk about something a little further on. Thinking about it, I want to have children soon. 366 00:43:04,920 --> 00:43:11,580 Well, I was just having a baby like normal. Hey guys 367 00:43:11,580 --> 00:43:18,000 No matter how long I live, there is no such thing. From 368 00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:24,200 Well, I think it's probably due to my age, so I'm infertile. of treatment 369 00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:26,180 to the clinic 370 00:43:27,100 --> 00:43:34,100 When I hit my thoughts, it turns out it's not me, but the real person. to 371 00:43:34,100 --> 00:43:39,740 That means that 372 00:43:40,080 --> 00:43:46,200 Natural pregnancy rate is 8%. 373 00:43:46,200 --> 00:43:51,180 Because I think it's impossible 374 00:43:51,940 --> 00:43:58,900 In vitro fertilization for pregnancy treatment 375 00:43:58,900 --> 00:44:05,820 I was told that the only other option was microfertilization. several times 376 00:44:05,820 --> 00:44:09,960 I lied, but yeah 377 00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:16,960 My husband is that 378 00:44:16,960 --> 00:44:23,520 Do you know that? I know it. When 379 00:44:24,510 --> 00:44:31,450 My husband was in tears, and so was my husband. I wanted it, no way 380 00:44:31,450 --> 00:44:38,350 I was made to think that I had that kind of body. I'm older than you 381 00:44:38,350 --> 00:44:44,770 At the age of , I can't do it because my eggs are of poor quality With that in mind 382 00:44:44,770 --> 00:44:51,710 Infertility treatment is the first place that couples go to. But what happened? 383 00:44:51,710 --> 00:44:53,010 Because I was my cool self 384 00:44:54,570 --> 00:45:00,510 You must be surprised 385 00:45:00,510 --> 00:45:06,210 There isn't one. 386 00:45:06,210 --> 00:45:13,030 There is a connection to the penis 387 00:45:13,030 --> 00:45:19,890 It seems not this time 388 00:45:19,890 --> 00:45:23,150 I was wondering if I could have a child. 389 00:45:24,540 --> 00:45:29,920 But that's not his fault either. It's not 390 00:45:29,920 --> 00:45:36,720 Again, I can't blame you. 391 00:45:36,720 --> 00:45:42,320 Hey, it's not his fault. 392 00:45:42,320 --> 00:45:49,160 But that doesn't mean this time is different. 393 00:45:49,160 --> 00:45:50,400 I can't make it with 394 00:45:53,580 --> 00:45:59,820 There's no way I'm going to grab a child outside. It's a eel 395 00:45:59,820 --> 00:46:05,460 So even if I do something naughty 396 00:46:05,460 --> 00:46:11,020 I guess I can't do it anyway 397 00:46:11,020 --> 00:46:17,800 Well if you think about it 398 00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:22,340 What is sex? 399 00:46:23,840 --> 00:46:30,480 There is, but in my mind, it's the current moment. Or rather, at that time 400 00:46:30,480 --> 00:46:35,620 It is an act for the purpose of having a child. 401 00:46:35,620 --> 00:46:42,500 I thought it was, but it's no longer that way. 402 00:46:42,500 --> 00:46:49,080 Then I guess it's okay to have sex after all. What? 403 00:46:49,080 --> 00:46:51,380 It makes me feel empty. 404 00:47:01,720 --> 00:47:04,380 It really doesn't make sense 405 00:47:04,380 --> 00:47:09,640 Something 406 00:47:09,640 --> 00:47:16,680 skin 407 00:47:16,680 --> 00:47:20,920 It's just meat.The two people I married are good people. 408 00:47:25,090 --> 00:47:31,930 That's the only thing I had a bit of a connection with. Udara as that kind of woman 409 00:47:31,930 --> 00:47:38,890 Happiness or the joy of becoming a mother or something like that to me 410 00:47:38,890 --> 00:47:43,990 Maybe there was no connection from the beginning. 411 00:47:51,530 --> 00:47:57,050 Ordinary people can have children by having sex normally. That's amazing 412 00:47:57,050 --> 00:48:03,990 I think it's amazing 413 00:48:03,990 --> 00:48:08,770 I wonder if I can do it even if I spend millions of dollars. It doesn't cost 414 00:48:08,770 --> 00:48:14,470 If you don't spend money, your child will 415 00:48:14,470 --> 00:48:17,590 There's zero chance of it happening 416 00:48:27,560 --> 00:48:34,340 I can no longer enjoy sex Kanawaka 417 00:48:34,340 --> 00:48:39,600 There is sex that couples can enjoy together. ? 418 00:48:42,140 --> 00:48:48,820 I'm glad there are people like that sometimes. too 419 00:48:48,820 --> 00:48:55,720 It's usually over by the time you have a child. Although there are many married couples, there are still children 420 00:48:55,720 --> 00:49:02,180 I guess it would be great if I could give it to someone who doesn't have it. I think so. 421 00:49:02,180 --> 00:49:09,200 8 422 00:49:09,200 --> 00:49:15,980 Years ago, I touched my back like once a month. That's it 423 00:49:15,980 --> 00:49:22,840 I guess that's because it's part of your body. minutes and 424 00:49:23,560 --> 00:49:27,280 I wasn't trying to see the spiritual side. Is it? 425 00:49:29,680 --> 00:49:36,080 I was about to see it. But not satisfied I guess he wasn't there. 426 00:50:02,860 --> 00:50:09,740 I haven't had that kind of sex lately. It's no good just having that kind of behavior. 427 00:50:09,740 --> 00:50:11,120 Right, maybe 428 00:50:11,120 --> 00:50:17,480 Somehow, 429 00:50:17,760 --> 00:50:24,540 Having sex with your master will take away his sexual desire. For a moment 430 00:50:24,540 --> 00:50:31,300 The theory is that it is an obligation to fulfill. I guess that's it 431 00:50:32,320 --> 00:50:34,440 That can be found in any home. 432 00:50:34,440 --> 00:50:41,140 So beautiful, so amazing 433 00:50:41,140 --> 00:50:47,940 Somehow the flowers are forming first 8 434 00:50:47,940 --> 00:50:54,840 Years ago, I went by boat, so I crossed these mountains. I couldn't even imagine it 435 00:50:54,840 --> 00:51:01,790 I came back from the sea, so I saw a mountain like this. I have to go beyond 436 00:51:01,790 --> 00:51:08,770 I don't have it, it must be difficult. How about from Mishima? 437 00:51:08,770 --> 00:51:15,250 I went there by taxi. So I went to Numazu Port.Did you go to Numazu? 438 00:51:15,250 --> 00:51:22,130 hard 439 00:51:22,130 --> 00:51:26,330 I feel like I've reached a difficult place. Amazing 440 00:51:54,259 --> 00:51:56,320 The version has been updated. It was renewed. 441 00:51:58,000 --> 00:51:59,500 What color was the wall? 442 00:51:59,740 --> 00:52:04,980 No, it's not. It's different, isn't it? Yeah, more It was a normal whitish color. 443 00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:10,900 The bathroom is also bigger. That's right. Yeah. 444 00:52:12,260 --> 00:52:17,300 The balcony has also become wider. Kon What, wasn't there a wooden deck like this? 445 00:52:17,340 --> 00:52:18,860 There wasn't. Isn't it? Yeah. 446 00:52:42,720 --> 00:52:48,220 See the sea of Yokohama, see the sea of Nishi-Izu, and enjoy the sea So. 447 00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:51,000 I'm starting to remember. 448 00:52:56,660 --> 00:53:00,520 Before, I took a bath while looking at the ocean. 449 00:53:10,510 --> 00:53:14,590 The slope feels a bit old 450 00:53:14,590 --> 00:53:21,890 moon 451 00:53:21,890 --> 00:53:28,810 When I look at myself and feel the flow of time, I feel the flow of time. 452 00:53:28,810 --> 00:53:35,550 I can feel it, I'll update everything. That's right, this version is already down. 453 00:53:39,850 --> 00:53:44,410 My husband called me twice when I came here. I was scared when I said that. 454 00:53:44,410 --> 00:53:48,750 Are you okay today? 455 00:53:49,290 --> 00:53:55,310 I don't know, I don't know, but I'm scared to see it Imo room 456 00:53:55,310 --> 00:54:01,590 I was asked to tell you where I was staying. Yes, what is the contact information? 457 00:54:01,590 --> 00:54:05,470 So what should I do if they ask me to send a shark? What should I do? 458 00:54:09,339 --> 00:54:10,339 A friend's? 459 00:54:17,620 --> 00:54:17,940 Mobile 460 00:54:17,940 --> 00:54:26,320 Obi 461 00:54:26,320 --> 00:54:31,600 After 8 years, things have evolved into smartphones. It has turned into a smartphone. 462 00:54:44,240 --> 00:54:46,560 Shall we take a bath together like we did 8 years ago? 463 00:54:47,740 --> 00:54:52,820 Are you going to take a bath? LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL Lol lol lol 464 00:55:39,820 --> 00:55:41,920 Why hasn't the way we kissed changed? 465 00:55:44,560 --> 00:55:50,040 Is that a shameful little kiss? That's nice 466 00:56:20,080 --> 00:56:23,300 That's why I like to taste the feel of your lips 467 00:56:50,120 --> 00:56:51,540 Shall we sew together? Yes. 468 00:57:20,770 --> 00:57:22,270 A little aggressive in that regard 469 00:57:52,110 --> 00:57:52,670 Good night 470 00:57:52,670 --> 00:58:11,670 Mi 471 00:58:11,670 --> 00:58:12,250 Na 472 00:58:12,250 --> 00:58:22,090 Sai 473 00:58:23,029 --> 00:58:28,630 What are you going to do when you get married? What are you going to do when you get married? Ru 474 00:58:28,630 --> 00:58:36,470 here 475 00:58:36,470 --> 00:58:44,490 too 476 00:58:44,490 --> 00:58:49,730 I feel like I want to grow a lot after all. It won't come out 477 00:58:50,830 --> 00:58:51,910 I haven't 478 00:59:46,280 --> 00:59:47,640 It's been 8 years and it's gotten even more beautiful 479 01:00:21,450 --> 01:00:22,670 It was hotter than burning. 480 01:01:37,960 --> 01:01:42,540 It's embarrassing, it's so embarrassing, what should I do? 481 01:01:42,540 --> 01:01:46,760 trailing 482 01:01:46,760 --> 01:01:51,880 This way 483 01:02:06,500 --> 01:02:11,340 It's embarrassing, it's kind of embarrassing 484 01:02:11,340 --> 01:02:16,920 Just like me 485 01:02:16,920 --> 01:02:19,420 It's not possible 486 01:02:34,800 --> 01:02:40,200 I'm talking too 487 01:02:40,200 --> 01:02:48,620 Or 488 01:02:48,620 --> 01:02:55,420 I'm starting to look like a child of my age. Kana what? 489 01:02:55,820 --> 01:03:00,360 The way she pours hot water is beautiful 490 01:03:17,970 --> 01:03:18,410 More 491 01:03:18,410 --> 01:03:25,410 Feeling good 492 01:03:25,410 --> 01:03:26,890 Just come in, come in! 493 01:03:41,100 --> 01:03:47,920 Good, it feels good 494 01:03:47,920 --> 01:03:50,160 Really 495 01:03:50,160 --> 01:03:56,620 Is it the same as 8 years ago? 496 01:03:56,980 --> 01:04:03,640 Same way we did 8 years ago, together 497 01:04:03,640 --> 01:04:09,620 It would be weird if it spread out and turned upside down. 498 01:04:11,610 --> 01:04:12,610 I don't like it! 499 01:04:13,350 --> 01:04:15,450 why am i here? 500 01:04:18,230 --> 01:04:20,550 It's been a while 501 01:06:47,150 --> 01:06:48,150 What about your son? 502 01:08:49,520 --> 01:08:54,600 Look at me, it was the same 8 years ago. 503 01:08:56,859 --> 01:08:57,979 stare at me forever 504 01:14:10,190 --> 01:14:11,190 I remembered 505 01:14:55,050 --> 01:14:56,050 It's drooping quite a bit 506 01:16:10,190 --> 01:16:11,190 Here? 507 01:23:02,160 --> 01:23:06,240 I don't know why you're crying, It's me. 508 01:23:07,400 --> 01:23:09,200 Today is strange, today. 509 01:23:20,020 --> 01:23:23,900 crybaby. You're a crybaby. I wonder why. 510 01:23:25,720 --> 01:23:27,740 Because it makes you cry first. 511 01:23:36,490 --> 01:23:39,310 Maybe I'm becoming more tearful as I get older. Yes. That's right. 512 01:23:40,390 --> 01:23:45,570 Maybe I'm becoming more tearful as I get older. 513 01:23:45,570 --> 01:23:51,050 Not possible. 514 01:24:28,970 --> 01:24:29,970 Feels good 515 01:25:24,009 --> 01:25:30,410 It's too cold 516 01:25:30,410 --> 01:25:31,770 Already 517 01:25:31,770 --> 01:25:37,870 Something 518 01:25:37,870 --> 01:25:44,550 I thought she didn't make up 519 01:25:44,550 --> 01:25:50,650 My tears have washed away everything 520 01:25:53,070 --> 01:25:59,730 I'm scared of tomorrow morning.I'm sure it'll be sunny today. 521 01:25:59,730 --> 01:26:06,550 I won't cry. 522 01:26:06,550 --> 01:26:07,550 Did you cry? 523 01:26:11,730 --> 01:26:12,090 common 524 01:26:12,090 --> 01:26:20,310 step 525 01:26:20,310 --> 01:26:22,190 Because I never cry in my life 526 01:26:24,600 --> 01:26:31,140 Once I loosen up here, I'm usually tense. Karane 527 01:26:31,140 --> 01:26:37,820 I don't really look back on the past 528 01:26:37,820 --> 01:26:43,220 look forward with all your might 529 01:26:43,220 --> 01:26:50,100 It's the right thing to just do it, so I dare to go back 530 01:26:50,100 --> 01:26:55,470 I'm not looking back, I have a lot left today Because I was turned away